Worse than embarrassing. I'm 21, a college junior and live in the dorm. I have a cool F roommate, but we are just friends. I'm 5'6", 130 lbs, and she's 6", 165 (I'm too short for her). When I'm alone, I try on her clothes and shoes. What's good is she is big on activities, leaving me alone alot, but its frustrating because her clothes and shoes are too big for me. I always end up jerking off while 'dressed' and sucking on her dildo. I needed more.
Last spring I answered an add where this drag queen was looking for a young novice crossdresser to do a makeover. We met and agreed to have her turn me into a hot chick. She came to my dorm during summer session, and did her magic, and we looked like 2 real girls. We went to a drag club and I had a great time. I even danced with guys, feeling very feminine, like I had always dreamed about. Next night, she makes me over again, and when I thought we were going out, a male friend of hers arrives.
She says its time for me to REALLY feel like a girl. Before I could protest, she cuffed my hands behind me and gagged me. She told her friend I was his, and told me very sternly to stop kidding myself and submit to his sexual advances. If I didnt, they'd leave me cuffed and tied and gagged in my room. Since it was summer session, there were very few in the dorm, and I could be there for days. AND they said I had to act like I was enjoying it!! Thru my crying, I submitted. Spanked ass til it was sore. Then the gag came off and he shoved his cock in my face. I had to blow him, after begging for it, and he grabbed the back of my head and came in my mouth. They made me swallow. OMFG I had to lick his balls, blow him again (getting a facial this time), and then he fucked me. I was devastated after over 3 hours of being his bitch. When it was over, the drag queen took back the clothes I wore, and I had to blow her and the guy again.
What I didnt realize was the drag queen, who watched all of it, also video'd everything, and a week b4 fall semester, it went viral. At one point they pulled off my wig and called me by my full name a few times, so anyone who saw the video knew it was me. I dont even know where this queen or the guy live. It seemed like everyone on campus has seen it, and I sooooo totally ruined! I'm called every gay slur and remarks about my crossdressing. My friends have ditched me, and I get hassled by some of the jocks.
Surprisingly, my F roommate has been tremendously sympathetic to me, and our friendship has grown. She seems to be the only person who believes what happened, that I was UNWILLING, and is cool and accepts that I crossdress. She is fascinated that I look very feminine and passable as a woman. I did admit that I had worn some of her clothes in the past, and turns out she had a suspicion. She's into sports, and has been nice enuf to let me hang in her circle of athletic F friends. They do tease me in a good natured way, about liking being a girl. And her friends that are close to me in size have given me old clothes to wear in the dorm. I did dress like a girl this past Halloween and hung with her friends at a party. They want me to dress up more and be one of the girls. They rationalize it by saying to me that since almost everyone knows I crossdress, I should just do it. I still cant look most people in the eye on campus, but my roommate has be aces with me in this crisis, and I have made new friends. But I feel less and less like a man......
Last spring I answered an add where this drag queen was looking for a young novice crossdresser to do a makeover. We met and agreed to have her turn me into a hot chick. She came to my dorm during summer session, and did her magic, and we looked like 2 real girls. We went to a drag club and I had a great time. I even danced with guys, feeling very feminine, like I had always dreamed about. Next night, she makes me over again, and when I thought we were going out, a male friend of hers arrives.
She says its time for me to REALLY feel like a girl. Before I could protest, she cuffed my hands behind me and gagged me. She told her friend I was his, and told me very sternly to stop kidding myself and submit to his sexual advances. If I didnt, they'd leave me cuffed and tied and gagged in my room. Since it was summer session, there were very few in the dorm, and I could be there for days. AND they said I had to act like I was enjoying it!! Thru my crying, I submitted. Spanked ass til it was sore. Then the gag came off and he shoved his cock in my face. I had to blow him, after begging for it, and he grabbed the back of my head and came in my mouth. They made me swallow. OMFG I had to lick his balls, blow him again (getting a facial this time), and then he fucked me. I was devastated after over 3 hours of being his bitch. When it was over, the drag queen took back the clothes I wore, and I had to blow her and the guy again.
What I didnt realize was the drag queen, who watched all of it, also video'd everything, and a week b4 fall semester, it went viral. At one point they pulled off my wig and called me by my full name a few times, so anyone who saw the video knew it was me. I dont even know where this queen or the guy live. It seemed like everyone on campus has seen it, and I sooooo totally ruined! I'm called every gay slur and remarks about my crossdressing. My friends have ditched me, and I get hassled by some of the jocks.
Surprisingly, my F roommate has been tremendously sympathetic to me, and our friendship has grown. She seems to be the only person who believes what happened, that I was UNWILLING, and is cool and accepts that I crossdress. She is fascinated that I look very feminine and passable as a woman. I did admit that I had worn some of her clothes in the past, and turns out she had a suspicion. She's into sports, and has been nice enuf to let me hang in her circle of athletic F friends. They do tease me in a good natured way, about liking being a girl. And her friends that are close to me in size have given me old clothes to wear in the dorm. I did dress like a girl this past Halloween and hung with her friends at a party. They want me to dress up more and be one of the girls. They rationalize it by saying to me that since almost everyone knows I crossdress, I should just do it. I still cant look most people in the eye on campus, but my roommate has be aces with me in this crisis, and I have made new friends. But I feel less and less like a man......
