I'm 22 and dating a married man (30 yrs old) who is in an open relationship. His wife is fully aware and supportive of us. He's someone I didn't expect to fall for... I thought we'd be friends and fuck buddies at most. We have gone on two dates ending in the most amazing sex I've ever had. I cansee myself with him forever... He's got every quality I could ever want. I'm torn between seeing if this turns into a poly relationship or ending it and hoping I can avoid heartbreak. Im already hurting. We talk every day, all day via txt and I just want to be with him.
I hate that I've found the most amazing mañana he can't be mine. He makes me feel like the most special person in the world...I feel like a million dollars with him.
Sleeping is lonely...I just wish I had someone to cuddle with. I wish it were him.