i love this one man...i love him so much..i want him so much...i wrote everything on my tumblr..it was all about him...he read my tumblr everyday..he knows that i will write everyhting about my feelings towards him...but i wonder if he has the same feelings with me or not??or maybe we are just friends...i think about him everyday...i never meet him...im gonna meet him someday...i cant forget him....i believe that he is my soulmate..i have cried so much...i want to build a new life...sometimes i dont understand why that im falling in love with someone that i never met...this is crazy...the distance makes me so crazy....i know this is a hard situation..but i cant let go of him...is this love?crush?infatuation?i dont know...ebu,i love you so much..i did everything that i could....i have told you that i will leave you..but i have no streght to leave you...