Several years ago I had met a woman that was about 17 years older than I was. I was about 22 and she was around 39. She was a firefighter on the department where I had started working. She made it know right away that she was interested in me. She didn't tell me directly though, she would send a message through one of the other guys or do something around the house that let me know. One afternoon it was hot as hell and we had been at a house fire. We put out the fire and had to load all of the hose. She walked with me to break down the hose and while we were lifting the hose to break it down she let her hand slide off the coupling and into my crotch. I didn't care but as I was in a relationship I tried not to let it go anywhere. I tole her it couldn't go any farther that flirting and all she said was we will see. A couple of weeks later I was washing the engine when she came down stairs in her t-shirt and pt shorts. She started stretching and bending over in front of me. It was all i could do to finish the truck. This went on for a long time until one night I was on duty and she was off. I was hanging out in the weight room alone when she came in. She took her shirt off and said she was going to suck my cock before she left one way or another. I couldn't resist anymore. I let her take my cock out and she gave me the best head I had ever had. After that night we had sex a couple times a week and the other nights she would suck my cock. I had broken off my relationship with my girlfriend but didn't have any interest in getting into another relationship right then. Especially with this girl. I just couldn't see myself with a woman that much older, not matter how well she could suck a dick. We kept this up for a couple of years until one night she said she thought she loved me. I nearly shit my pants. What was I supposed to say. I don't love you I only want some pussy and head everyday. No, so I said nothing. She asked me if I even cared for her a little bit. Honestly I didn't care for her at all. All she was was a fuck buddy. I lied to her though and said yeah I do care for you. Hell, I didn't want to give up the pussy or the head so can you blame me? Now, some 15 years later I am married and have three amazing kids from a gorgeous wife. I have ran into my fuck buddy a few times over the years and she always hits on me. I let her suck me off once right after I met my future wife but we never had sex again. I ran into her today and she asked me again if I ever had any feelings for her. I still don't think I did but I told her that I had. She smiled and grabbed my cock through my jeans and walked away. I feel bad for not telling her the truth but somethings are better off not being said.