my husband edcided after 5 years together he didn't like the way we kissed or anything. Turns out he is a fish kisser!! And he prefers other women. no one else for 3 years now, but I still feel unwanted. He is sexually satisfied and doesn't realise I am unhappy. When I've tried to discuss this he gets all depressed and has to get laid from someone else to feel better. I haven't had an orgasm in 11 years, and am going insane!!! I agreed to a few 3-somes thinking it would help, unfortunately, women don't really turn my crank. I felt like a prostitute.
I need a dick, but I'm not the cheating kind, but I can't figure out how to get myself off! I have the showerhead, the toys, but nothing works. I guess I'll go to my grave miserable and unsatisfied. Divorce isn't an option. I guess I just needed to bitch.