I love women make no mistake, but have always been attracted to the thought of being with a man. The first time this happened I was younger and was easily coerced into things. I was waiting at a barber shop for the barber to come back from lunch. Some perv came up to me and was talking about some young girls walking down the other side of the street, then he said he was sorry and that he shouldnt talk like that, i told him it was ok. Next thing I know he had me up in his filthy apartment showing me pornographic movies. He offered me 20 dollars if I would let him give me oral sex so i said ok.

I had never forgotten about it and often thought about returning the favor. As I got older I thought about having sex with men. my fantasy was always of be performing oral sex on them and thats all i thought about. being from a small conservative town that never played out. I eventually moved to indianapolius with work, and thought often about acting on my thoughts knowing nobody would ever find out. after I had been there for about 6 months, I researched and found many places there I could go, adult theatres, bars,adult bookstores etc. I decided to try bookstores and theatres first. I was still very shy so i went into several bookstores and seen several guys that caught my eye, but i didnt know what the etiquette was, nothing happened that time. I went to a xxx theatre in an area called clarksville,Indiana near lousiville. I went in, paid my money and just sat down. It didnt take long before a guy was standing beside me and he asked if he could sit down. I said sure, and was very nervous. he was there 5 mins when i noticed him stroking his cock and watching the movie, again I didnt know the etiquette. after 15 or so mins he asked if I wanted to play, I told him I never did anything like this before but thats why i was there. He asked me if i liked sucking cock, which i had never done but of course I said yes....he responded by saying then do it. I started slowly sucking on his cock, which seemed like it was mamouth, but i never did this before so what did i know. I sucked on his cock, stroking him like i was an old pro and by now i was getting into it. I felt a brushing on my shoulder to find another man standing there with his cock out, hard and in my face. I just couldnt help myself and started licking and sucking his cock as i was taking turns on both of them. It didnt take long for the 1st guy to tense up as he started to cum. I did swallow and went back to the second guy where i could focus on his cock. again about 5 mins later her exploded in my mouth and they both thanksed me. the only thing that could have made my first time better was if 1 of those men had a big black cock. I have since sucked several of them as it is my prefrence and have even found a Bi-couple to play with.