When I was a kid I used to let my dog lick my pussy. Now that I'm older it's very hard to get off unless I'm imagining that it is a dog licking me instead of a man. I also have pedophilic fantasies. Not that I want to have sex with a child; I imagine that I AM the child. All of my fantasies have some aspect of force, whether physical force or manipulation. That way I'm not responsible for engaging in these disgusting sexual acts.

It is my fault, though. I really fucked myself up, but I didn't know. I was just a kid.