I don't want to keep dating guys who don't love me and being alone. My life sucks. I just want someone who loves me who is a genuinely nice person, with aspirations, interests, and a desire to make me happy too. My last asshole bf never let me have any interests of my own... It was all about him and to top it off, he had no sex drive! The one before... We were settling for eachother cause we were both lonely...then he runs off to date his childhood bff and she ends up rejecting him after their first date (LOL karma). Now I'm just alone. All I want is to have someone to spend time with, where we can both make eachother smile... Keeping romance alive till we're old and grey...
I'm 23... I want to find the person to spend my life with and start a family. I don't want to be 30 and either A. Single or B. Just starting one then. I want to have kids while I'm stil young so that I can still relate to them.
I'm just a lonely person and I don't understand why. I'm not physically ugly, and I'm intelligent, witty, personable, I care about others, I am hard-working, and I have interests & goals. Aside from depression (which isn't obvious until later on), there isn't anything wrong with me. I just dont get why guys want to be with me, but not Ina relationship. I am someone parents love, and will do whatever I canto make other happy cause it makes me happy to see them smile. I'm not overly cheery either.

Regardless....FML. I could go on for hours but it will just keep me down.