I had sex with my son the other night. I felt so unwanted and ugly that my son saw me crying and came to comfort me. I was crying on his shoulder as he kissed me on my lips by accident. I kissed him back and then we started making out uncontrollably. I suppose since it felt wrong it turned me on but i was shocked he was so eager to do this. I took out his cock and began to perform fellatio on him and I couldn't believe i was doing it but it made me feel alive again. We made love through the night and he ejaculated on my breasts. I can't say Im upset or feel ashamed but its an odd pleasurable feeling i had with him. Its such an odd feeling knowing that the child you carried in your womb is now thrusting away into your body.