I want someone that I cannot have. I don't know if I truly love her or if she is just a symbol of a new life I am yearning for, but I want her. But I can't tell her without risking that she will think I am a creep.

Last month she hugged me, tighter and longer than I expected, and I have been lost in her since then. Now my heart is asking me to sacrifice everything - my marriage, my home, all my life up until now for the chance to be with her. Should I risk everything for this dream? That is the decision I need to make.