I'm a crossdressing sissy who loves taking it up the ass from other guys while wearing high heels and stockings or pantyhose. I am closeted though. Even though I'm passable when done up, I'm still a little nervous about going out in public.

There are a few guys I'm talking to online now though and I'm seriously thinking about a date in public with one or two of them. Not dressed as a slut, but wearing pantyhose and high heels and showing some leg. Ideally, going someplace with some ambiance and style.

But there's a part of me that wants to go with a guy out to a dive type bar out in the sticks where I'll immediately register with everyone there as a crossdressing little pansy faggot.

I'm trying to figure out how people would react before I do this, and out myself to the world...