My whole family and I are very close and my cousin and I frequently hang out together, epecially as I'm living with them for a year. We always have a cuddle and late night chats, tell each other our secrets and woes. I'm 19, petite with small breasts, a tiny waist but a larger, peachy ass which my cousin has often complimented me on, seemingly innocently. He loves my hip-length brunette hair too, and he's always playing with it when we're having our talks. He's 18, tall and has an amazing body because he works out everyday and has a freaking eight-pack, if that's even possible.

Nothing had ever ever happened between us, not even a kiss! However, a few weeks ago we went to a club and both got so ridiculously drunk, and we left without all his friends and went straight home. I get lonely when I'm drunk and hate sleeping alone, so after I put on my pajamas (oversized teeshirt and tracksuit bottoms), I went to his room and he was already in bed in just his boxers, because that's how he sleeps. I got in beside him and we cuddled up together straight away really close, cause it was cold. We were lying face to face, with our legs all intertwined and our arms wrapped around each other. We're dropping off to sleep and he's stroking my lower back and then slips his hands down my bottoms and starts to caress my bare ass, because I don't wear panties when I sleep and he's always loved how peachy and pert it is. It feel so good and I press myself closer against him as he's grabbing and stroking my ass cheeks, grinding my crotch against his now hard cock. He pulls me tighter into him, and then I slip my hands down his boxers and start to squeeze his ass, so he takes off his boxers.

He then moves his hands to inbetween my legs, and he felt how wet I was, because I was soaking at this point, and he just rips off my bottoms and slips two fingers inside my pussy, pumping really hard and grabbing my ass with his other hand. He then slipped a finger in my asshole, which was such a shock because it hurt, but in a good way. We're kissing and I'm really turned on and I'm thinking that I dsperately need to feel a dick inside me, to be fucked and he pushes me down on my back, gets on top of me and finally fucks me with his rock-hard dick, pumping away at my pussy and filling me up with his dick. I'm so so wet and then he just pulls me up, flips me around so I'm on all fours and my ass in sticking in the air, my dripping cunt waiting to be filled with his dick and he does and fuck, it felt so amazing. I couldn't let him cum in me though, because we didn't use protection, even though I wanted his cum to fill me up so much. So I stopped him and started to suck his cock, licking his balls and giving him the best head of his life. When he came, he came so hard and in my mouth, and I swallowed it all greedily. We then curled up together and it was perfect.

We haven't mentioned it or talked about it, and it hasn't happened again. But I want it to so much, I masturbate 5 or 6 times a day, thinkng about what happened and praying that he wants to fuck me again. I love him so much, I don't want him to be my boyfriend, I just love the thought of someone who loves me as much as he does, loving me physically as well. I know it's wrong, I know it is but it's just someone I can't help it.