although i am still in the closet by day, i often sneak out to gay bars. i dress fem and use fem body language to get attention. i car date alot but really like being on my knees so i can caress my dates balls while suck him off. saturday night i wore my skimpy tight short shorts and a very feminine sheer blouse tied in front with a slight amount of pancake and mascera to test for effect. i get off dressing fem and i don't want anyone to wonder so i make it obvious.
funny thing is that although i love doing sexy gay things with men, i don't like kissing men or cuddling at all. sometimes i dream about being a pretty woman. i love the thought of dressing like the models in secrets in lace; garter belts, fine stockings, silk or nylon panties, silky dresses with heels and lots of pretty makeup. when my girlfried is away on trips i dress up and get so turned on. i lift up my dress, pull my panties down fuck myself with a toy in my ass.
sometimes i love being a fem gay boy and sometimes wish i was a girl. it all turns me on so much.
panty boy