I am supposed to be in a relationship but I always stray. I am addicted to paying for sex and have random one nite stands. In the past I used to keep a diary of the many women I have had sex with, but after going through many note books I have since stopped after 400.
I see women as sex objects which is terrible and sometimes I get home smelling of pussy, which is not cool.
I have been seeking help and still I fall back to the same problem. I have gone to church and pray but I just see more beautiful sex things I end up fucking my "sisters". I tried meditating but have failed. Most of my dreams are about sex and women.
Last week I went to see a shrink and started then started describing my problem, but by the end of the session I was deep French kissing my shrink. I ended up fucking her for hours. I'm meeting her next week and she promised me to be "professional", I do not know what it means.

I NEED HELP!!!!!!!