He's been after me for months, but I always told myself I'd hate myself if I gave in. He is a bit younger and quite hot, and after all these years things have gotten a bit boring on the home front.
But I always kept things under control because I thought I'd feel horrible if I cheated. And now I have, and I don't feel horrible. In fact, I can't wait to be with him again. And I don't want to end the marriage. I'm really confused. Thoughts?


