When I was a boy I would wait for my sister and mom to go out so I could dress up in there make up and panty drawer and become a girl. I loved how a sexy panty, bra and stockings w/ a garter belt made me feel. I really wanted to be a full blown woman in every way. I would even put tampons in my ass just to feel more girlie. Her school cheer leader uniform was always fun to see how it would feel on me. One day she came home early and caught me with it and a pair of her white panties on. She ordered me out of her room because I locked myself in her room as not to get caught. She said she already saw me wearing her uniform. So I took it off real quick and only had her panties on as I was forced to walk by her in the hall way. She called me queer and said she couldn't believe it. My mother kept lots of porno magazines under her bed along with her electric vibrator. I would frequently dress in frilly panties and make myself cum in them with the vibrator. When I was 15 I had my very first homosexual experience with a 26 year old man. He asked if I wanted a blowjob while giving me a ride home. Feeling excited and very horny I accepted. It was better then playing with myself in panties plus I really enjoyed all the attention he gave me. I was so horny I couldn't believe it! So he drove off to the park where we would suck each others cocks often. The first time he went down on me and I came deep in his mouth and he swollowed all of it!. He then surprised me by saying now it was your turn to enjoy it! Feeling wonderfully turned on I couldn't resist! I replied I have never done this before. He said that's OK it's easy just enjoy it and follow my hand movement on your head he said. It was so good to me I felt like a real girl! I kept thinking of those porno magazines and how I wanted to suck cock like them! Now as I kept sucking on him and enjoying all these wonderful new feelings he instructed me when he cums to go down in the back of my throat and swallow the full load of cum. Feeling like a girl inside I loved every bit of his cum. Over the next few weeks we met again and again for more sex only this time he asked me if I wanted tobutt fuck? There was that wonderful controlling feeling I so enjoyed in him training me to be his toy for his play. I enjoyed so much having his cock to suck on that I soon learned to trust and do everything and anything he wanted. So he rushed back to his house with me and we got so drunk in his house and were all alone. Playing strip poker so now I was the one who had to get fucked first. Preparing me to get fucked was so exciting. He had me bend over an fill me with lube one finger at a time. I remember how I felt with his hard meat rubbing up and down my butt crack. Then in he slowly went as I enjoyed that slippery first time feeling of a big cock up my ass. It felt so good and all I could feel like was a woman. I wanted to give him my body to enjoy and have his way with me! I loved feeling gay now. So wonderful to feel his big juicy cock inside as he pumps in and out nice and slow so I could really enjoy it ! All I want is to please him! He grab me by the waist and leaned back came deep inside me! I could feel all his love juices flowing inside me. As weeks went by all I wanted was to be his woman and suck on his cock and feel him deep inside of me!
Today I am the biggest cock sucking sissy slut and owe it all to him for giving me what I needed! I dream all the time of him still. I love being a cock sucking sissy slut now and wouldn't change for the world. Chad 48 bi crossdressing sissy cum slut who loves men!