On the other hand I also would want to be embraced by a fantasy woman that I might feel unashamed of crying and being vulnerable in front of - but I have a hard time seeing myself being comfortable doing this with women I've seen in my daily life.
I imagine that getting better at this skill might help me resolve my confusion surrounding connecting with people, but I'm not disciplined enough. I'll probably experiment with legal dreaming drugs like Calea Zacatechichi or Silene Capensis.


