when i was about 9 or 10, my childhood hero was my 13 yr old cousin. Whenever he was around it was always fun since i was younger and he always showed me attention. One day our parents left us alone for awhile to go to the store.And he showed me some nude pics of his mother and father and asked if i wanted to play nasty like they do.Not knowing what that meant, i agreed, after all he was my hero.

we went into his room, where he took off his shorts and told me to do the same.Since he was older, he told me i would be the mother. He came over to me and started kissing me. I didn't know what we were doing was wrong, so i kissed him back. It felt good to kiss him, but i didnt have sexual feelings, since i didnt even know what those were yet. Then he said mommy, please lick my lolli pop.He stood up and pulled my mouth to his penis, and told me to lick it all over, so i tried,but it was awkward.then he told me to take it in my mouth and suck on it and i would feel him get happy.

so i did, and his penis stsrted growing, i had never knew that would happen, and i stopped sucking. He told me he was getting happy and dont stop so i kept on sucking. the thought of making my hero happy was what i wanted. so i sucked harded as he told me too.

Then he said thank you mommy, i love you mommy and he held my head hard against him and i felt a hot fluid comming into my mouth. I couldn't do anything so it just filled my mouth so much that i had to swallow some as not to choke. After a minute, he took his penis out and told me that i made a great mommy and i should swallow every thing so we would always have a secret together.

It was about 3 months before we saw each other again.And we played as usual with nothing said or different.My mom asked me if i wanted to spend the night with JT while they all went to the movies. so i agreed. everyone had been gone about an hour when JT asked me if i told anyone about our secret. I proudly told him no. He ask if i wanted to be mommy again.I couldnt wait to say yes.Anything to make my hero happy. Before long we were nude and kissing again.I discovered what french kissing was. I must admit, i think i was getting some sexual feelings out of it,but didnt know what to do, so i just let him kiss me deeply.I liked it though. And when he laid back,i took it as a sign and went straight for the cock. I liked the feeling of making him grow, and had him hard in an instant. I guess at 13, thats pretty easy to do.This time as he grew, i was able to keep the whole thing in my mouth, so i guess i was a pretty good cock sucker at 10. I totally went for it too. Then he stopped me.

I got up and left the room. When he came back, he had a blindfold and some straps and told me they were his dads and he wanted to show me how they worked. He tied me face down with my hands apart to the coffee table, and tied my feet together.Then he slipped the blindfold over my eyes.I felt safe and secure. Very strange, but i really loved it.

Then i discovered something that is still with me even today, so strong it has caused me a marriage.But it dominates my thoughts and desires. Bondage and submission.

Soon JT was lying on top of me. pressing me to the floor,I couldnt move and i loved it.At 10, i was getting my first erection and WOW . His hands rubbing my outstrecthed arms, his chest pressed tightly to my back. His legs tightly wrapped around my legs.He was kissing my neck and telling me I love you mommy.I felt his cock slide between my legs against my ass and i could feel it growing. He started bouncing on me, I couldnt move and didnt want to. Tied helpless and being overpowered was exciting to me, it felt right.

His breathe got harder, and he was speeding up his movements. As he bounced up and down, i could feel his cock press against my asshole, and he would push on it. im not sure , but i thing he penetrated me.Because he would stop pushing and grind on me.And when he did i felt like i had to poop. I felt the hot liquid shoot in my butt, and it started running down my crack.And JT just seem to fall on me. He laid there a minute before he got up. And left me there helpless.But i was so satisfied being there. I had to ask him to untie me after awhile.He undid my feet, then my hands, but told me to keep the blindfold on till he said so. I did as i was told.

That memory is burned deep into me. and it has always been apart of who i am. I am straight and married. But i always put my wives needs first. I am a submissive. I am a successful business man. And i love the occasional spanking i get from my present wife. I want to serve her in public, but she is slow to come around. She allows me to get on my knees and try her shoes on her. and she knows i am totally turned on as she towers over me. She doesnt participate yet, but allows me to wear butt plugs during sex, and has know penetrated me twice with a dildo, both times ending in my climax in 5 secs. .

Soon i hope to be her houseboy and enjoy the pleasure of her domination over me.