I am a 23 year old man. I am married with three kids. My wife and I have wonderful sex, but she is just not nearly as kinky as I am. I have a few fantasies that would make her call the police on me if I told her. I have subsided with keeping my fantasies to myself, and only pulling them out in my own mind while I masturbate.

Recently, though, I have developed an anal fixation. At first it was a fixation with my wife's ass, which she VERY rarely lets me play with. One day, a few years ago, she agreed to let me fuck her ass if only I could take one of her large dildos up my own ass first. It was a playful wager, but I was willing to just in order to slip my cock inside her tight little pucker.

As I lay there on my stomach, ass in the air like a faggot bitch, my dick started getting hard. My wife teased me as she lubed my ass, she thought I would back out of it. My ass was tight, and she could only manage a few inches of the thick pink dildo. From that day on, I have enjoyed anal play in secret. On the rare occasion that I am home alone, I will finger my ass, or even use her dildos. I always shoot a stream of cum high in the air while my ass is stuffed full.

Fast forward to the past month or so, I have started to fantasize about letting my wife fuck me in the ass with a strap on. I have no way to bring this up to her without facing the humiliation of telling her that her husband likes a hard cock up his ass.

In truth, I have never been attracted to men, in any way. When I first started practicing anal play, I was confused. I tried to imagine myself with a man, but it would kill my hard on every time. I have, however, fantasized about being with a hermaphrodite. It began while I was browsing through porn sites, and came across FUTA. (Anime featuring women with male genitalia). This appealed to me on some level, though the cartoon aspect of it turned me off.

I began browsing more and more, and came across pictures and videos of beautiful women with big bouncy titties and wet gaping pussies, but they also had big hard cocks. That night, to my surprise, as I was masturbating (As I do almost nightly in bed with my wife, despite whether or not we have sex) an image of the hermaphrodite came into my head. In my fantasy, I was sucking her pussy and rubbing her dick. Then, even more surprising to myself, I began to suck her big cock. I came almost immediately at the idea of sucking the cock of a hermaphrodite.

That's when I got weirded out by the whole thing. I am straight, and in no way attracted to men, yet here I am thinking about sucking and being fucked by a woman with a big meaty dick. I soon figured it out, it's the domination that I enjoy, not the anatomy. The pleasure I got from sucking that hermaphrodite's dick in my fantasy is the same that I get when my wife shoves my face into her wet puss. I enjoy being dominated, even though I am usually the dominant one in the bedroom.

I want so badly to have an entire night where my wife and I get good and cleaned up, and just spend the night fucking each other in the ass. It has gotten so bad that while I was at work tonight (I work as a night watchmen, and have a lot of free time without much interaction with anyone) I have played with my ass on three separate occasions.

The first time, I slipped into the restroom and covered my asshole in lotion. I fingered it for a good five or ten minutes, and then zipped up and left as if nothing happened. I walked back to my desk with my butt cheeks slick with lotion, and my asshole engorged.

The second time, I took a lint roller from the restroom, and put the handle in my asshole. I held it steady while I pumped my ass up and down, imagining a big tittied hermaphrodite standing behind me, fucking my asshole.

The third time, I had convinced myself that tonight was the night I would bring the subject up to my wife. I wanted to be prepared for her, if she agreed. I took an empty Dr.Pepper bottle,and filled it with water. I shoved the spout of the bottle up my ass, and squeezed it into my cavernous rectum. The cold water made my dick hard as it flooded my innards. Then I let go, and all of the water was sucked back into the bottle. I did this for several minutes, even though I was sure I had already removed all of the unwanted materials. I pulled the bottle out and let it drain from my ass into the toilet. The feeling was fantastic.

I am sitting here now with a fresh and clean anus that has been fingered, fucked, and (Home-made) douched. It feels wonderful, and I would love nothing more than to go home and have my wife bend me over like her little faggot bitch of a husband that I am. I'd love to watch her titties bounce as she stuffed my ass full of cock.

I am a sick and twisted man. I will probably go home,find her in a t-shirt watching television. I will eat the left over dinner that she prepared, and we will go to bed like normal. I will jack off, and it will go everywhere. My dick is already dripping from all the ass play tonight. She will be asleep by the time I cum, and I will wipe it on a dirty shirt from our bedroom floor, and then drift off to sleep myself.

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by Anonymous on May 30, 2012 at 12:33 PM

You are very normal I am the same way and have exactly all the same feelings you do and have done all the activities you have. I want to point out you and your wife need communication help so I have just the thing. Go online and pull up a fetish check list. Find one that looks like it may down your alley. Some are more geared towards the BDSM fetish while others may be more geared towards mixed gender issues. Check it out anyway. Now the rating system is like this they will ask 50 to 100 questions and you check yes or no have you ever done this. Then you score the degree of interest next 0-5. Say your wife under receiving anal says no never tried but rates it a 4 that means she never did it but would like to try. This will help you guys so much open all the doors up. Plus it will build trust in your relationship not fear that you are cheating or are gay. Check it out! Hope this helps.

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