Okay I'm 19, and this is my second time posting on her. Lately iKve been reallly horney.. So I'll look at porn most of my night's.. I live with my older sister and her two kids. Also my younger sister moved in with us. I have my own room and when I masturbate I try to be quite. But sometimes I just want to moan really loud. And since I'm shy and live with my sisters, I have no sex toys, so I find abjects around our house to stick up my pussy.. I want to lose my virginaty (sorry if I misspelled) so bad!

But to be honest Sex kinda grosses me out. I know it's weird but I can't help it. I was raised to get freaked out about stuff like this. And my parents never really talk to me about Sex.. But I enjoy watching porn and playing with myself. But I have to sometimes force myself to lick my hands after I cum.. And sorry guys, but sometimes the penis grosses me out too.. I'm not lesbien but I do find girls more attractive.. I just feel so disgusted and nasty when I think or do stuff like this.. I try to keep myself clean down there. But no matter what I feel like it gross. I'm hispanic so it is dark down there.. ugh I don't know why I'm doing this or even posting it.. I guess I'm so Confused about Sex and I want to understands stuff.. Plus I want people that I sext and roleplay with that I'm not some cute small innocent virgin.. I'm losing my train of thought... Sorry for wasting anyone time who read this..