My husband and I have been married for nearly 12 years. I'm now 32 and my husband is 40. My husband had been with other girls previously but I was a virgin when we got together. About 12 months ago I was at a work function and there was this guy there I really liked. At one point he handed me a drink and our hands touched. The electric feeling that went through my stomach was incredible. I've always been completely honest with my husband and told what happened. Surprisingly he was really calm and seemed interested in me pursuing it further. He had told me a few times he would be happy for me to experiment with another guy if I wanted but I thought he wasn't serious and anyway I just wasn't interested. But what happened at the work function changed the way I saw things. For a while I just tried to ignore it but found myself getting wet everytime this guy was near me.

With my husband's permission I eventually went on a sort of date with this guy. We ended up kissing and it was the most amazing experience I think I'd ever had to that point. Even more incredible than the first time my husband and I started kissing. It was surreal that I was starting to be intimate with another man while my husband was at home waiting and knowing what was going on. Even stranger was the fact that my husband was getting turned on by my behaviour when I told him we had done.

I continued to go on dates with this guy and even starting spending a few nights with him. But while I had the blessing of my husband to explore my feelings I was still nervous and matters progressed very slowly. We became more intimate in what we did but over a long period of time but didn't take the final step. Through this time I told him I had only been with my husband and wanted to take things very slowly. He admitted that he had never been with a girl. Astonishing but I swear it is absolutely true.

About 2 months ago my now boyfriend and I had intercourse for the first time. As he was a virgin and I was on the pill we didn't use a condom. I think he lasted about 30 seconds but it was still a fantasic experience feeling him come knowing I was his first. We've done it quite a few times since.

My relationship with my husband has for the most part been better than ever. I don't understand why (nor does he) but he gets incredibly aroused by my infideilty. Our sex life is so much improved I can't describe it.

I don't know where it is all going or where it will end but I love them both dearly. I relish my time with each and both are accepting of the other although they have never met. In my wildest dreams I never thought I would be in love with two men at the same time let alone having sex with both of them sometimes less than an hour apart.

I cannot really understand my husband being so supportive other his comment that he adores me and wants me to be myself whatever that brings. I think I'm blessed. Not sure how many women out there have had similar experiences but I'd like to hear from you if you have or can explain how these guys are so accepting of each other.