"i have craved sexual thoughts about a women who is my relative for years, i am so ashamed, she caught me masturbating when i was young and i have so many dirty thoughts about her. how can i stop this?" she is now widowed and about nearly in her late 50s, when i look at her she knows something is wrong this is my auntie and i cant cope i wank over her imagining that in drunken situation we kiss and i confess how much shes horny and sexy she is and how i wanted her to show me what to do when i was caught by her, shouting her name when my cock is hard in my hand, if she reads this wishful thinking i know its wrong but i cum and cum all the time i think about her wearing suspenders and pantyhose, or when she comes home from work in her formal office clothing like a shirt and a skirt on with nylons oh god i wish i was seeing her dress for and after work or watching her getting ready to go out, how she chooses her panties or bra and smell of her perfume i yearn to tell her how much i want her