When I was 12 I began hanging out with my cousin who is 4 years older that me. At first we would just sit in his room me on the bed and him in a chair and we would jus sit there in silence but one day I walked over and sat in his lap at first he did nothing but soon he began grinding on me and humping me. I liked it so much but we never talked about it. THen one day he pulled his dick out and began jerking off. I watched him for A while then he made me grab his dick and begin jerking him off. This was the first I had ever touched or even seen a dick. He grabbed me by my head and forced me down on his dick. At first I gagged then I began to like it. Every time I saw him we would go in his room and he would pull out his dick and I would go to work on him. We never had sex though even though I could tell he wanted it. Soon I began sucking and licking him until he came all in my mouth. Then one day on my 16th birthday I was really upset about my boyfriend not being able to come and see me so me and him went inside his room and I began giving him head. He was saying things oh fuck yes oooo fuck and talking dirty to me. So I looked up and told him it would feel much better inside me. He was a little scared at first but he agreed to it. AT first we couldnt get it in cuz i was so tight. So he reached over and put some lotion on his dick and got inside me. I wasnt on birth control at the time so us deciding not to use a condom was really stupid but he then got nervous and he couldnt get it up anymore he was scared that he came early and had cum inside me. So we agreed to stop everything but we could stay away from each other and luckily i didnt get pregnant. so about six months later we were at his house again and I was on the computer he kept coming up to me and playing around and one thing led to another and I was kissing and licking his neck. When he walked into his bed room I thought he wanted me to stop so I didnt follow him But then I got curious and went in he met me at the door and pulled me in. THen we had great sex using a condom that time and he enjoyed too but after that we realized that we had to stop fucking eachother he was 21 and I was 17 it was time to call it a quits. the weird thing about it was is that I took his virginity but he wasnt the boy that took mine.



THis was just something I to tell somebody and U may say it was rape but it wasnt and it wasnt really incest either