When i was a kid aged 8 or so, i saw in some movies, men women making love. I thought about it and after that i sucked one of my cousin's(aged 9 or so) dick just out of curiousity. And we did nothing more. When i started to learn about sexual staffs.. I found out that what i did was gay and i did not want it......at age 13 when i was sleeping on one of my cousin's, I woke up at night, and saw her sleeping. She was 17 And had a great body. She was in shirt and skirt. I coudn't resist me and slid a hand in her shirt. Opened her shirt's buttons. And touched her boobs and nipples while she was sleeping. I also pushed my hand through her skirt. And eventually touched her pussy. I was so exited and it felt so great.....But now i feel guilty for what i did that night while she was asleep.