i swear i feel like i'm a total lame but i know i'm not...i'm 30 yrs old and have never had a girlfriend. getting a date is a cake walk seriously but making a real connection with someone that i'm compatible with just seems like a total fucking pipe dream...every time i date someone and things are going well then all of a sudden the female i'm dealing with just cuts me the fuck off...and i'm left clueless as to why. not that they owe me anything but damn the shit is confusing as hell...maybe i'm destined to be single & lonely the rest of the fucking life....well i guess the silver lining is i'll be able to focus more on myself and fuck trying to find love cuz it probably ain't out there for me....fuck this shit sucks ass....and what makes it worse is i see so many of my facebook friends making connections and finding someone to have & to hold...to fuck whenever they want to, to date and be with and i just can't seem to make it happen....i know i'm a great guy deserving of a queen but where is she?