I belong to a small religious sect that enourages men to be the head of household and to discipline family members when required. I grew up with the knowledge that my father spanked my mother, and this was normal to me. Since then, my father passed away and my mother re-married. Now my stepfather is head of house and he administers punishments. The bad thing is that we are attracted to each other.

At first, I was very embarassed to have him spank me. I was'nt used to anyone but my father doing it. I tried to get my mother to discuss alternative punishments for me, which only resulted in an immediate spanking by him as soon as he came home. He explained that he was head of house and had a duty to correct me as he saw fit. Then he made me pull up my skirt and bend over to be spanked. I did as he asked, and was very embarassed. When he was done, he went into the other room and spanked my mother because she had listened to me and made my suggestion of alternative punishments.

After that, he started spanking me at least once a week. One day when I was over his knee, he put his finger inside me. He would swat me, and then fondle me and kept it up until I was wet. The next day he apologized, but said that he needed to spank me because I had gotten aroused by his sinful behavior. I agreed with him, because I knew it had been wrong. He gave me a long, hard spanking and I thought that would be that.

Now he gets aroused whenever he spanks me. So do I. All I can think about is having sex with him and I know it's a sin.