Thanks for listing, when I was about the age of 8 or 9 my cousin and I one night was playing around and we were wrestling and I felt his penis and kept rubbing his penis and I noticed he was getting a bonner as we called it back then. I decided to tel him to get on his knees and hands and I would pretend I was a calf and he was the mother cow and I would suck on his penis and pretend he was giving me milk. well he got very hard and I just loved sucking and sucking. I loved the taste of his penis. He never suck my penis which was alright because all I wanted to do was suck his penis. We did this every time he would visit my house. As we got older I started to taste a little cum. I could not help myself I just love sucking his penis. That stopped at the age of 12 or 13. As I got older my everyday thing would be jerking off . I loved to put on panties and masterbate. I still have a fetish for wearing panties. Well when I reached the age of sixteen my mother had a cousin who at the time was 35 years old. He would come to the house and stay a week and always wanted me to sleep with him in the large bed in one of the spare rooms. I would sneak into his room when everyone was in bed and he would show me girly books and he would rub my penis and of course I would get very hard. I hard a very lo ng penis and he loved it . He would suck me all the time and I would cumm in his mouth, he loved it. He wanted me to jerk him off. He had a very fat cock and I enjoyed jerking him off. I wanted to suck him off but he would rather I jerk him off. one night I wore a pair of my sisters pink panties to bed with him and he kept rubbing his cock against my ass. I wanted him to stick his cock in me. We did this for a few years. I got so that I wanted to suck a cock so bad that at basketball practice I would go to the shower room and hang out looking at all the cocks. Oh I needed to suck so bad. My neighbor was my age and he played on the football team and I also played on the football team. I was just a skinny guy but want to be one of the boys. Again I had the chance to view many cocks of the football team. My neighbor Ted as I looked at had a fat cock with a lot of foreskin and hughe balls and that made me stare even more. So one day he called me over his house to play cards and we ended up in his bedroom looking at girly magazines. Well it wasn't long before he unzipped his pants and showed me his hughe cock and my heart was pounding. I was sitting on the bed watching him shake his cock and waving it towards my face. He said suck on it. I pretendted not to want to but then he took my head and shoved his cock into my mouth and it got really big and fat. I sucked it for a long time and then he told me to tke my pants down. He wanted to stick his cock up my ass. I said if you want to fuck me get me a pair of your mother nylon panties and then I will do what ever you want. He got me a pair of her nylon panties and the color want a pretty blue. I put them on and he bent me over the bed and fucked me good and hard. I could feel him cumming inside of me and it felt so good that I shot my load also. That was the only time with him. After that I got to suck a few friend of mine. I was at the time dating many girls and liked girls very much. I managed to go into the military and had no more urge to suck at that time. When I got out of the service and was married with 3 children I met a guy who was in the same profession as I and we would go out drinking now and then. We would talk about cocks and he love to suck my cock. One day he introduced me to a gardener who he had been seeing before and we went down in his basement and he had on kaki pants and I could see the bulge down his leg. I got very horny and felt his cock through his pant leg. It was big and long as well as fat. He took out his cock and I could not hold back any more I suck his fat cock and almost gaged. He was more interested in my cock because I had a long cock. I told him that I must suck his cock now and got down on my knees and was sucking hard and his daughter came to the cellar stairs to tell her father that he had a custom waiting. His daughter was about 30 years old or older. She stared at me sucking her father off and said Dam dad you are at that again. He also had the biggest pair of balls I had ever seen. I visted him ever time I got horny and I would wear a pair of panties and sometimes nylons and a slip. He loved to rub up against my nylon panties. After that I would not be able to find any cocks to suck. I still shake when I see a cock hanging out at the gym shower room. Thanks for listening