Whoever you are, I've been there. I am physically disabled and it leaves me wheelchair bound. Three years ago I was in that exact same situation. Everyday I would have to beg for my mother to help me in the bathroom and other daily life tasks. You have to know that it does get better. I moved in my own apartment, have a great boyfriend who doesn't even think twice before helping me, and am going to college.
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND DON'T LET THEM SEE YOU FALL.
YOU ARE WORTH IT.
AND ONE DAY SOMEONE, SOMEWHERE WILL SHOW YOU THAT.
BE SUCCESSFUL, IT WILL PISS YOUR FAMILY OFF AND SHOW THEM THAT THEY ARE WRONG!
KEEP SHINING!!
I don't knownif you will ever see this, but don't end your life. I used tonhave those feelings then found my new calling. Pissing people off. I don't care if they like me or not. The way I see it, if I piss someone off then I did my good deed for the day so to speak. Doing this has shown me that if I were gone there wouldn't be anyone to piss off people daily. Find your calling. It will breathe the desire to live in you again.
