I wont say my age (under fifteen and over 12). When I was little, I was spending the night at my auntie and uncle's house. They had a beautiful bathroom that I love using. When I walked out of the shower with a towel around my waist, my older cousin (thirteen at the time) was jacking off on the rim of the tub. I started to apologize when he said, "Its ok. We're both men." He started taking off my towel from where he was sitting. I hesitated at first but let him take it off. That was the first time I looked at someone else's penis. it was so long and hard. i had always been pretty big for my age but he was still bigger. he touched mine and started to jack it off. that was my first orgasm but since i was still young so nothing came out. i didnt come for real until a couple years ago. after he came on himself, he showed me my first porno. about three years after that, my other cousin whom is three years older than me showed me the site always used. i got horny so he sucked me off. he took out his and told me to return the favor. we started doing this whenever he came over. but i wanted more. i wanted something in me but i didnt want it to be him. my dad teaches a martial arts class and i love being surrounded by cock. especially nickel. hes so hot and i bet his dick is huge!!! ive wanted something up my ass and his tongue down my throat ever since. i would do anything to get it. i want it so bad. my ultimate fantasy is to be double penetrated while blowing someone else and beeing sucked myself.