Years ago I used to turn my wife on in bed by telling her about my best friend's sex life. He would relate to me his adventures as a single guy and I would pass it along to my wife to make things more exciting in bed. She would masturbate to stories of "Barn" and I would watch and do the same. Once Barn and my wife and I went clubbing and they did most of the dancing. Between dances they would look at each other with pure lust. I realized that I wasn't being respected and I had the revelation that this fact was turning me on. Although wife and Barn never did the hook up, just before she divorced me she let it be known that Barn turned her on on the dance floor more than I did in bed. Barn and I stayed friends and I started jerking off thinking of him and my wife or other women we knew. One night, after drinking together, we went back to my apartment and I sucked his dick for the first time. Another time, he fucked me and asked how I liked being taken like a woman. We did it a few more times, me trying to satisfy him more than the other way round. Eventually I got a girlfriend who surprised me by telling me how sexy my friend was. One day when I was at work Barn came by my apartment and fucked her. According to him (later), she was all over him and he gave her what she wanted. Before she confessed later that she had fucked Barn, she told me she had a fantasy that she wanted me to suck Barn's dick while she watched. I had never told her about Barn and me, so I think she was trying to get Barn back into bed under the pretense of fulfilling her fantasy. I told her that Barn wouldn't go for it. She eventually moved out and tried to get in contact with Barn but couldn't. Afterwards, I did suck Barn off once or twice. On time, after heavy drinking, Barn had me knell on my knees in front of him, he inserted his dick in my mouth, grabbed my head, and peed and peed. I had to swallow alot or drown. But Barn was not all that interested in me as a sex partner. And I was later embarrassed when my ex-girlfriend's girlfriend dating a guy from work and told him that my girlfriend told her I was a lousy lay and that Barn was alot better. Barn also worked at the same place as me. So it got around that I was a weak lover and Barn was a great lover. Now I still think of Barn and my girlfriend and ex-wife and my sex life consists of jerking off, often, and mostly thinking of Barn.