I'm not proud of this since i have a lovely and sexy wife that has been wonderful for years, but....

Before I met her, I had fallen hard for another woman only to find out I had missed my chance (or so I thought) and she was engaged. Not really because of that fact, we lost touch with each other only to be reconnected recently. As soon as I saw her I fell for her all over again. My wife deduced all this on her own (apparently I'm transparent).

I have found out my long lost love never married the man she was engaged to and the man she eventually married was an abusive psycho. Hearing this has been the second greatest heartbreak of my life following when she originally told me she was engaged.

Since seeing her again, I can think of almost nothing other then her and my missed chance and am not sure what I would do if given the opportunity. I can't imagine losing contact with her again and my wife, as wonderful as she is, trusts me around her socially.

This is a confession and a word of advice to anyone reading - never hide your feelings for someone. I never expressed my feelings for her and now I can't get over the idea that if I had told her how I felt all those years ago maybe she would have been spared her lousy ex.