i am a man in a comitted relationship of 6 years, i love my woman very much, we are both very open minded when it comes to sex.

we started roleplaying about 4 years ago and she made me wear panties and blindfolded me and tied me facedown to the bed, she then spanked me with a whip, not softly either, then suddenly she yanked my panties down and got on top of me and i felt her smear something on my ass and i felt something huge shoved in my ass, i cried out cause it really did hurt, she laid on top of me and whispered in my ear to relax and slowly started to fuck me, it still hurt, she kept going telling me to relax and breathe and it would be ok, i kept telling her to stop but she did not, she kept slowly fucking me until i finally did relax and her fucking gradually got faster and harder, with her big tits smashed and bouncing against my back she started to fuck me harder then raised up on her hands and fucked me really really fast and hard, it started feeling reallly good to me, and i started moaning and she started telling me to imagine a man on top of me fucking me.

she kept on fucking me for quite a while and i knew it was a huge strap on because it felt huge in my ass, she pounded and pounded as i cried out in pleasure now and she made me beg her to fuck me, it was the absolute hottest thing ever!!!!! she has been fucking me for the last couple of years or so, now mostly with me on my knees, or on my back while she holds my legs up.. it is so hot to see her big titties and stiff hard nipples bouncing up and down while she is fucking me and making me jerk off!!! i actually learned to like being fucked!!!

now my only problem is that i love to be fucked in my ass!!! she now knows this and still fucks me in my ass but not as much as i would like her too, we still have great sex between us, no problems there.

in the last year, she has traveled alot in her job and on the very first trip she went out of town i placed an ad on a website and this 23 yr old girl answered me and that night she was at my house in my wifes bed with me tied down and fucking me with my wifes strap on, this girl was good too and said she loved the power exchange and fucking men, she made me admit by squeezing my balls and cock while she was fucking me with me on my back that i really wanted to be fucked by a man, and that i wanted some real cock in my ass.. this girl made me cum so hard while fucking me i shot everywhere!! i never even touched this 23 yr old hardbodied sweetheart, i am 43, she fucked the hell out of me then she left.

since then i have found many other women every single time my gf goes out of town to fuck me, and i have been fucked by a lot of women with a strap on that i did not even fuck..

well, about two months ago, gf went out of town and i was browsing the web and looked at this guys ad on a popular website, he was 26, he had an 8 in thick cock and said he could cum multiple times, so i was intriqued at looking at his cock that actually turned me on so i answered his ad and he responded to me.

he only lived 12 miles away and i learned that night what top or bottom meant and i decided i was totally a bottom and told him i had never sucked a cock or ever been fucked by a real one, just by my gf and other women with strapons. he asked me if i would like to try being with a real cock and i said sure whynot..

we traded numbers and text from then on, he got a hotel room between me and him and asked me to come over and said we would take it as slow as i wanted too. i went to the hotel, knocked on the door and he answered, we made small talk, he turned out most of the lights and started to undress and when i saw his cock i was amazed at how turned on i got, it was way bigger than mine and was so rock hard with a nice big head, i walked over to him and i undressed also, i got down on my knees and began to lick and attempt to suck his cock, i did what gf does to me and i got it wet and then i started to suck on it, his hands went to my head and i heard him moan as i was sucking up and down as much of his shaft as i could take, i was feeling that fat head of his cock nudging against my throat, there was something that felt so good about it, so taboo, but yet so erotic.

i sucked it for a few minutes and then i stood up and i turned around and laid face down on the bed and i felt him get on top of me and lube me up and when he pushed his cock in one swift movement completly in my ass, i felt his balls hit my ass, i gasp with excitement, it was incredible!! this man started fucking me and it felt so good, so different from a rubber cock, and he fucked me like only a man can fuck, i got so into it i caught myself telling him out loud to fuck me harder, he pounded me for at least thirty minutes or so when he suddenly moaned very loudly, he shoved his cock balls deep in my ass and i felt him erupt and it was like no other feeling in the world, i felt the cum gush out around his cock and run down on my balls and my thighs. he made a few more strokes and then he pulled out and i felt the gush of cum run out of my ass.

i met him two other times that week and let him fuck me and i got better at sucking cock, now every time my gf goes out of town for work, i place an ad and find a man or men to let me suck them and then they fuck me. my gf still fucks me sometimes, i still fuck her and we still fuck all the time and she has no idea that i have turned into a cock slut when she goes out of town!! the best i can count, i have been with fourteen men so far and i have no idea how many times i have been fucked and had cum in my mouth and my ass both, the next thing i want to do is be with multiple men or be tied up and gangbanged by men, i do not consider myself gay at all, i love women and i love my gf, but i now love to have some cock in my ass every time she goes out of town.. is this bad of me???