I'm out of the country for work and my wife is on a business trip. She's been hanging around the hotel bar, drinking and socializing. Two nights ago, she went with some guy to his room after the bar closed for a beer. She told me, when he patted the bed for her to come lay down, she got the hell out of there. Last night, she talked with a married business man. When the bar closed, my wife, the business man, and the bartender decided to go across the street to another bar together. Before they got there, the business man pushed her against a wall and stuck his tongue in her mouth. She told me, her initial reaction was to move in closer and kiss back. Then, she bit his tongue and pulled away. They man tried to convince her to come to his room with him for sex. She refused and the bartender got involved and got him to go away.

My reaction to this... I was pissed that she would go to a bar alone, let alone go to another guy's room. Also, the fact that she moved in to the kiss had me seeing red all night. I didn't even sleep, I was so mad. I feel betrayed and angry with her for being so careless.

However, in the back of my mind I keep imagining her not pulling away and it gets me so hard. I imagine her rubbing his cock through his slacks. I imagine her taking him into an alley and getting on her knees and swallowing his cock like she does mine. I imagine him fucking her mercilessly from behind up against the side of a building with his hand around her throat. I imagine him shoving his thick cock up her ass with a hand clamped over her mouth to keep her quiet. I imagine him pumping his cum deep into her bowels and watching it run down her long shaking legs after he pulls out.

I'm highly upset by what she did and what he did but a part of me wishes they both would have done so much more.