I really like the cock, and I know where that feeling came from. When I was about 10, I had two neighbor boys (brothers), who were older than me. We did a lot of stuff together, like smoking, and drinking. I was small for my age and very girly. One time while we were drinking some of their dads beer, they got out some porno mags. I was definitely aroused by looking at these, and I know both brothers were. While looking at some of the photos, one of the boys said that I look like the chick in the mag. We got to goofin and wrestling around, and I could feel their hard dicks through their shorts. They pinned me and started to pull off my shorts and shirt. I started to complain, then they reminded me that I had been drinking beer and better do what I was told. I submitted, and they stripped me, which made me really excited. I then had to pose like the chick in the mag. They were all over me, feeling my ass, and rubbing on me. After that time, we made out a lot. It steadily progressed from me sucking their fingers to sucking thier cocks. They fingered my ass, and eventually penetrated me. At one point they began having me wear their sisters clothes from the laundry. One time I went over to their house, but they had gone to their mothers for the weekend. Their dad was home and said to come in as he wanted to talk to me anyways. He asked what me and his boys would do, and kept and asked about drinking and other stuff. He said he knew we were drinking his beer, and that i was in a lot of trouble. He could see I was stressing, and came over near my saying that we could work it out, that no one needed to know. He then started talking about how pertty I looked. He gave me a drink, and told me to follow him. We went into the bedroom, and on the bed he had laid out a sexy teddy, wig, and panties. He told me to put them on, and he sat in a chair and watched. I got all sexed up and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked like such a slut. He had me come over by him and told me to get on my knees. He told me i was so sexy, and pulled my head to his crotch. He pulled out his dick and told me to suck it. I'm glad I had practice with the boys, because he was so much larger. He took my mouth and my ass on more than one occasion, and I was sad to see them move. After that I would hang out near the parks, and get molested by lots of men. I didn't mind as I liked all the attention. Anyways, that is how I came to like the cock.