Ive been married for 18 years to someone I really dont care for. I have two kids and that is the real reason I stay. I really try to just avoid her. I would give my left nut for a relationship with someone who I enjoyed to be with. I am able to give them mosty things we want. Vactions, nice house, vehicles, not rich by any means but do OK. Im missing the one thing I long for, but wont leave my kids until they are grown up. Does any one else have these same feelings?? I would love to hear from some ladies on thier similar fate. It would be cool to chat or email with someone who can relate!! There has to be someone who feels this way too.