I'm a guy with a weird private sex life,
It started not too long ago when I was a teenager. I was a shy kid to begin with. I've always been very well endowed, and I was very self conscious about my penis in high school and made efforts to hide it. In gym class i always opted for weight training instead of playing games out on the field, and always wore baggy cargo shorts when I was there riding on the stationary bike.
One afternoon I was at someone's house with my drama club friends, watching the movie Clerks, and the guy in the movie was taking about guys trying to suck their own dicks. My friends started laughing, but I was silent and had this weird tense moment. I had this sudden urge to try it myself and it sounded really sexy to me, and I felt alone and somewhat perverted surrounded by these other kids. I didn't really enjoy the rest of the movie because of this, and went home right after.
Later that night I got into bed and starting jerking off. The thought was still in my head and it didn't take long to get fully hard. When Its fully erect, my penis is about 11 inches long and alot thicker and veiny. I remember sitting back with the top of my penis resting just above my nipples, and I was really afraid to try it because what if I end up enjoying it.
After a moment of debating with myself I bent my neck down and managed to very easily take it a few inches into my mouth. It felt amazing, and I spent the next hour or so sucking it. I was afraid to cum in my mouth but the precum was very tasty which made the experience even hotter.
This weird obsession of mine got me through the rest of high school, which was otherwise miserable. I still have trouble with dating because of penis size. I had one girl who I ended up going home with in college, but she refused to have sex with me when she saw my penis. She tried to console me and give me a blowjob but she couldn't keep it in her mouth for too long.
It seems that there aren't alot of people out there who can deal with large penises, from what I read online. Maybe one day soon I'll have better luck.
It started not too long ago when I was a teenager. I was a shy kid to begin with. I've always been very well endowed, and I was very self conscious about my penis in high school and made efforts to hide it. In gym class i always opted for weight training instead of playing games out on the field, and always wore baggy cargo shorts when I was there riding on the stationary bike.
One afternoon I was at someone's house with my drama club friends, watching the movie Clerks, and the guy in the movie was taking about guys trying to suck their own dicks. My friends started laughing, but I was silent and had this weird tense moment. I had this sudden urge to try it myself and it sounded really sexy to me, and I felt alone and somewhat perverted surrounded by these other kids. I didn't really enjoy the rest of the movie because of this, and went home right after.
Later that night I got into bed and starting jerking off. The thought was still in my head and it didn't take long to get fully hard. When Its fully erect, my penis is about 11 inches long and alot thicker and veiny. I remember sitting back with the top of my penis resting just above my nipples, and I was really afraid to try it because what if I end up enjoying it.
After a moment of debating with myself I bent my neck down and managed to very easily take it a few inches into my mouth. It felt amazing, and I spent the next hour or so sucking it. I was afraid to cum in my mouth but the precum was very tasty which made the experience even hotter.
This weird obsession of mine got me through the rest of high school, which was otherwise miserable. I still have trouble with dating because of penis size. I had one girl who I ended up going home with in college, but she refused to have sex with me when she saw my penis. She tried to console me and give me a blowjob but she couldn't keep it in her mouth for too long.
It seems that there aren't alot of people out there who can deal with large penises, from what I read online. Maybe one day soon I'll have better luck.
