by Anonymous on Sep 10, 2012 at 8:12 AM

i understand you situation. i have been sneaking out to gay bars, having car dates and sometimes when i'm lucking getting invited to gay parties. sometimes i get so turned on that when i don't get picked up in a club, i walk around outside the club like a hooker. i love to turn men on and sometimes i walk around in dark parking lots and streets by gay bars. walking up to a car and seeing a man looking at me and jacking off is a thrill. i always get in and go down on him and i do this alot. there is no way i could let this out.