It's been two years since the wedding and I confess that I realized from the start of the honeymoon that I made a mistake in marrying my husband. He's not a bad man, but I don't have the type of romantic or sexual feelings for him that I would like to have in marriage. At the time, I thought I could just live with the disappointment since we are from a culture that frowns on divorce. But recently I have had a series of dreams (both erotic and non-erotic, just romantic) that showed me what I am missing.
Just last night I dreamed that I was living in 17th century Scotland and my village was about to be atacked by the English. My husband was a tall, brave Scotsman who kinda looked like a young Mel Gibson (younger than in Braveheart, think Gallipoli). I knew that he would die fighting to protect me and our children. We kissed and I felt so full of love that I thought my heart would burst.
I know I'll never have interactions like this with my husband. But maybe these are unrealistic desires.

What do you think the chances are that I will find the type of love I hope for if I leave my husband?