Male, 25. I have a recurring dream that freaks me out. It plays out the same way - I get dressed in my moms clothes, full makeup and wig. I walk 4 blocks in 5 inch spike heels that are a size too small, to my neighbors house, a totally hot woman who I have a crush on. She knows it and rejects my advances, plus teases me, especially since she knows I crossdress behind my mothers back. Once at her house, she ties me up. She is always wearing Fredricks of Hollywood stuff to intice and frustrate me.

Here's where it get weird. While I'm hogtied on my knees and gagged, 3 13 yo girls arrive and strip to their panties, flashing their tits at me. I'm no pedophile, but in the dream my cock is as hard as it's ever going to get as the girls torment me. Then my neighbor rubs her bare feet in my face as the girls laugh at me. They pull up my dress and cut off my panties. I feel I cant hold back from coming and then my neighbor says if I come, she will cut my balls off with piano wire. The girls are chanting "Cut his balls off" and I cant hold it anymore and come. My neighbor wipes my jizz from the floor and wipes it on my face.

Then they tie me to a pole in her basement. My legs are spread apart, the spike heels by now killing my feet. I cant move a muscle. I'm sobbing as my neighbor stuffs her panties in my mouth, puts a ball gag on me, and secures it with duct tape. As the girls watch on laugh, my neighbor puts the piano wire around the base of my balls and says Its time for me to really be a girl, and snaps the wire..... At this point I wake up in a sweat. I know I've had a few close calls as mom has almost caught me in her clothes, but I cant shake the dream. I just wish I could crossdress without having to hide it.