When I was 13, I went to my aunt and uncle's house in Illinous to watch my cousin graduate bootcamp. He was 20 and we went to the base and saw him march and everything. He got 2 weeks time off before his school started so he came home with us all that night.

We all were sitting around and listening to him tell us stories of what it was like. I was getting tired and went up stairs to get ready for bed. I got my pj's and stuff and went into the bathroom. I started the shower, undressed and sat down to go pee, when I heard the door open and close. I stood up fast and went to get the towel when he walked up to me and said like quietly "Don't, it's ok". I don't really know why, but I like didn't know what to do, I was completely naked and covered my privates, but he was holding my other arm and started like pulling me over to the sink.

He turned me around and leaned me over where my towel was and rested my chest down on hit. He still had my one arm, but it was behind my back. It didn't hurt and he wasn't mean which is probably why I didn't like yell or something. I watched him in the mirror and he slid his shorts down, then felt him pressed against me.

I got so nervous. Next thing I felt was him like wiggling it alittle side to side and he pushed in me slowly. I remember saying 'stop' softly, but he just let go of my arm, ran his hand through my hair and told me quietly again "shhhh".

Then he started pushing in me more and more, till I felt him like bottomed out. He held there, I remember feeling him pushed hard against my cirvix, I was so scared. Then he slid back and pushed in me again like forcefully. I have had sex with my boyfriend so it didn't really hurt that much, but he was bigger than my boyfriend lol. He only went slow, each time pushing harder into me.

Then he leaned forward and whispered "Sorry" in my ear as he pushed really hard in me. He started grunting and I felt him start to like jump and twitch, then he totally came inside me. He held me there for ever, and kept whispering sorry in my ear. Finally he pulled out, leaned down and kissed my cheek, and said he had been waiting for that for years, and that he decided he was going to do it finally if I came out for his graduation lol. He laughed and then left. I went back and sat on the toilet for a minute, listening to the shower. Then I started rubbing my clit, and I came in like under a minute.

I sat there for a few minutes breathing hard, then felt his cum slowly dripping. I jumped up quick and got in the shower. I dunno if I forgot or what, but I was really scared. I like was fingering myself like crazy trying to get it out.

We ended up doing it 9 times in 2 weeks lol. And didn't even use a condom one time. I don't know if I didn't care or what, but it was so hot sitting at the table with his parents, mine, my grandparents, knowing his sperm were swimming all around inside me.

But a month later, my period didn't come around the right time. I remember calling my sister, told her it was my boyfriend, and she took me to the store and got me a Plan B pill. Nothing ever came about it, but holy crap was it so hot and scary at the same time. Makes me horny still thinking about it. Me and my cousin still do from time to time, even though he's married and has 2 kids lol. Still makes it hot. We just plan for better times of the month to play now.
I sat there thinking like that was so weird, so unexpected