I am 28 years old. I come from a respectful family. I am well educated and have a good job. However I have always been terrible with women and socially awkward.

2 years ago I lost my virginity to a prostitute. Since then I have been hopelessly addicted to them. I think one of them gave me herpes. People think I am an honest person of good character. I know that I am a perverted moral degenerate. I cant keep living this lie.

In 3 months time I am going to sell everything I own and run away to Thailand. I will have enough money to live in blissful hedonism for 3 years. Then I am going to kill myself when the the money runs out.