i'm an awful person... and i can't seem to help it. i lie ALL THE TIME!!! i am lazy... at work... when i'm lazy... i beat off in the bathroom... at least twice a day. I wack off A LOT. i go home and do it, i do it in the morning, and sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night to do it. i m also a whore. i don't even like the sex most of the time, but guys are easy and i think i just like breaking their hearts... that and i don't like to be alone. i'm super jealoous of EVERYONE. i want to be everyone i meet. they dont lie all the time and i would rather be someone that isn't a scum bag... the thing is... i'm so good that the things i lie about no one knows how awful i am! my friends do more for me then they ever should, and that is because i know how to minipulate them to get what i want... it should be a gift that i am so good with people but i only seem to use that gift to get shit from other people weather they can afford it or not.... i have to hold myself back from stealing things in stores i go into or even a persons home that i've been invited to. i have and still do give serious consideration to the idea of sex for money. but old men make me want to throw up and those are the guys that would buy me. I atomatically hate people that are in their 20's or early 30's who claim they are old... give me a fucking break! i always judge people... its awful the things i think of someone for just ONE thing about them... i have no pity...for anyone. also i pick my nose all the time and put the boogers anywhere i can reach as long as no one sees me.

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by Anonymous on Jul 25, 2009 at 2:28 PM

other than the nose picking part, I think you perfectly described yourself as having borderline personality disorder. The good news is, with therapy this can be fixed. The bad news is, if you don't, you'll end up misserable and alone, and possibly an eventuall suicide.

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by Anonymous on Jul 27, 2009 at 11:46 PM

What the first poster stated, get help before you decide to end it. You can fix this if you seek help.

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by Anonymous on Aug 1, 2009 at 4:33 PM

It's true, you sound like you have BPD.
In a way, it's almost a good thing, because you have a reason for all these things you do!
Get better soon :)

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by Anonymous on Aug 1, 2009 at 7:24 PM

You're not alone. After all, in life it's most important to please yourself right? There's nothing wrong with being selfish. No one asked to be born. Life is fucked up. You're not alone.

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