I am a married guy who got a little curious about men and men oral sex. I join an online site but careful to hide my identity. I make a few site friends and one night when my wife was out of town visiting her sister I log on. I had a couple drinks but I wasnt drunk yet. I start chatting with a guy close by about meeting at a bar very close to where I live. We agree to meet and he tells me he will have a Red Sox hat on and will be at the bar with a NASCAR lighter sitting in front of him so I will know who he is.

I get to the bar and it is packed. Nervously I sit at the very long bar and scan for the hat and lighter. I dont see it yet so I order a drink and just wait. A few minutes go by and a very good friend of mine names Ryan walks in. Ryan and I are best friend and are wives are too. Ryan sits down and we chat about this and that. He tells me his wife is out of town on business and he just came down for a few beer.

I am getting the feeling that once my site friend shows up, I will have to ignore him and my night wont go as planned. We order a few more drinks and my friend fires up cigarette. Then I see it. The lighter. It is a NASCAR lighter. I look at his hat which he has on backwards. I didnt even notice that it was a Red Sox hat.

I cant say a word. I dont want him to know I was trolling for oral sex with a guy. WTF. I have a another drink and tell him I gotta go.

Understand, never would I have expected Ryan to be into guys. He is good looking, successful, well dressed, great personality and his wife is as beautiful as she is awesome. I was stunned.

Once home I rub one out and decide to log back on to the site so see who else is online. Then I get a message from my site friend who is my friend in real life, Ryan. He asks me what happened to me. I tell him that I walked in and saw him chatting with another guy so I waited a while and decided to leave.

He messages me back only to say it was a friend of his and he included a picture of his hard cock and a message that says, "This is what you missed out on tonight. Mayby some other time. Do you have pics to share and I will send more."

I sat there at my computer getting hard again looking at that amazing tool he has between his legs. I had no idea he was hung like a stallion but I knew I'd never be able to play with that one without it being known I was interested in man on man sex.

I decided to entertain my on site friend Ryan with still no intention of ever letting him know who I am. So I snap a couple of pictures of my hard cock with my cell phone and email them to myself so I can forward them on. I then forward them to Ryan in a site message and say, "Here you go."

A few minutes later I get another message saying, "John? Is that you?" Yes, I am John. My heart danmed near fell out of my ass. My mind was scrambling. I didnt know how to respond so I quickly logged off. Then I thought that I had to say something or he would know. So I logged back on and replied to the message saying, "Sorry but I am not John. You have me confused with someone else."

He replies back to me, "John, I know it is you because you forwarded text with the photos showing that you send the photos to your account from your cell phone number and I obviously know your number."

FUCK! I thought to myself. I sat there stunned. I must have called myself an idiot and stupid fifty times. Then I get another message from Ryan saying, "Listen, no one has to know about this. Hell, I dont want anyone to know for Gods sake but why dont you come over and we can pleasure each other?"

I sat there a minute and my mind was racing with what if's. I messaged him back and said, "I will be right over."

Once there, Ryan opened the door and other than the huge grin on his face he had nothing on but a pair of boxer shorts. I could see he was already pretty aroused and I walked in without saying a word. He poured me a drink and we sat on the couch. I still hadnt said anything but finally said, "Look, I dont know why I am here or why I am on that damned site. I have never been with a guy at all and this is only a curiousity thing. I dont want anyone to know." Then he stopped me and said, "I know you better than anyone and we are best friends. It will be our secret forever. Do you really think I want to jepardize what I have? No.

I dont need to go into details as to what happened that night but I will say that we have only ever performed oral on each other. We have a deal that we cannot stray for fear of catching an STD. We have sucked each other off in countless places; hotels, fishing trips, cars, public restrooms, every room in each of our homes, our garages, even on family vacations.

Yes we each still have active sex lives with our wives and beleive it makes it even better because we dont pester our wives for blowjobs as much.