I am a 40+ year old married male. I love to wear women's clothes, especially undergarments. since the early 80's I have always had garter belts and stockings and high heels. as time goes on, I get more at ease with my fetish. just last week I got my first pair of boots, Colin Stuart knee high lace up boots with a 6 inch heel. I actually went for a drive this morning wearing them with a mini tartan skirt and stockings. what a rush, wondering if my neighbor was home watching me get into the car. I pretty much have women's clothes on when at home. luckily, my wife is out of town many weekends with family so I am free to dress up. I love to sit outside at night and have a smoke. I used to get very nervous before going out but now I don't even think about it. sometimes I almost go out in the daytime but catch myself. many say that men that do this are gay, but I have no desire to be with men, only women. the clothes are just a sexual stimulant to me and I think of women when masturbating. my next goal is to get a corset, garter belt, fully fashioned stockings and a wig. maybe some bondage items too. the feeling of slipping on stockings, then ankle socks, and slipping my foot into the boot is so incredible. then lacing the boot tightly adds more pleasure. then standing up and taking those first few steps cause an almost instant erection. the sound, the smell, the feel are something everyone should experience. just seeing this in words is causing arousal. I work with mostly women and they joked the other day about how they would love to see me walk around the office in high heels. how I would love to fulfill that desire for them. I remember that comment every time I am in the office. ratpack