I'm glad I found this site :) So I'm 19 and have been with the same guy for 2 years. We lost our virginities together. When he orgasms it's like an explosion. He produces a lot. I quickly found that I really get turned on by this and that I love it. I love the feel on my skin, the smell, the taste. But I really love when he explodes in my mouth. So much so, that I found if I take my time and really enjoy myself when going down that when he finally releases the amount is sometimes more than I can take. Or maybe it's the same and my mouth just isn't big enough. I don't know. But I get really turned on by this. Like, you have no idea. I know I have an oral fixation, but this is something else. I don't want to talk to my friends about this because I feel like they might think I'm weird or something. So I wonder, and why I posted this here, does anyone else (mainly women, I guess) have the same... I don't know, can they relate?