A few weeks after I turned 18 I let an older man pay me to film me with him in a hotel room for his website. We were both completely nude and I gave him a blowjob. At the end I was kneeling on the bed while he stood on the bed in front of me and hardcore fucked my face before he came in my mouth. He held my head completely still and practically forced his cock down my throat as he jizzed. Not even half an hour after I left that hotel room I randomly met the man I would marry 3 years later. I never once told him about what happened shortly before we met, but occasionally I request he get really rough with me while I'm giving him head. He thinks I do it for him, but really it's because it turns me on.