I was subjected to molestation and physical/psychological abuse as a child. When I was 17 I made my 6 year old brother touch my vagina to the point of orgasm. I have never told anyone this and I dont ever plan on telling anyone in real life. I dont know why I did it or what compelled me to think it was an okay action. I am a horrible person and I subjected one of the people I love to something that scarred me forever. I am sorry and I dont know how I can live with myself after doing something so hideously wrong.

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by Anonymous on Nov 2, 2012 at 2:50 PM

I don't think you are a horrible person, you had hormones needing to be taken care of and you did just that. Iwould only wisj my older sister would have let me do that to them. I would have been a very very happy boy

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by Anonymous on Nov 3, 2012 at 8:08 AM

do not feel guilty! you are confused sexually due to what happened to you when you were younger.your body was awoken sexually too early and you did not understand...but you knew it gave you pleasure and you wanted to feel that again.try not to feel bad about something that was not your fault.fortunately it was only touching.it could have been much more serious.kerry x

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by Anonymous on Feb 15, 2013 at 10:50 PM

When I was 17 I made my 5 year old sister suck my cock. In fact I did it several times. Then she finally told me to stop or she would tell our Mom. So I stopped. We never spoke of it until about 20 years later when we found both ourselves being single and she just came over my house one day and said "your turn." I was pretty much clueless and she said I had to eat her out every day for a year with no reciprication or she would tell our mom what I did to her when she was 5. Seemed a fair trade. I honestly thought she had forgotten. so I complied with her request and found I didn't really mind too much and so I kind of extended my service to her well beyond the year. She said I owed her for the trauma I inflicted on her. I felt bad for the longest time but she said the orgasms made up for it. Looking back I wished I had licked her when she was 5. Anyways we still get together sometimes and I eat her out. I do it just for the shear pleasure of tasting her for hours at a time. She never told mom. sometimes you have to pay for your sins and if you're lucky the punishment will fit the crime.

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by Anonymous on Feb 15, 2013 at 10:53 PM

If you are able to do so, may I suggest you approach your brother and simply apologize for "molesting" him like that. Chances are, if the rest of your relationship is/was fairly normal he would forgive you.

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