My wife has never been into sex as much as I am, and she has always had a lot of inhibitions about doing anything more than "vanilla" sex with me. About 5 years ago though I gradually introduced the idea of fantasising about being with another man to her, since she was only with a couple of guys before me, and we've been married over 20 years. Although the ideas of swinging really turned us both on, it never got past the fastasy idea.
However, I did discover some things about her first boyfriend and her, and found out she wasn't so inexperienced as she had led me to believe before. She'd sucked his cock, an all-time no-no with me, and swallowed his cum (my absolute unfulfilled fantasy) lots of times as a teenager.
A couple of years ago, she was very into chatting with him online, but I could never get her to do anything in real-life, although she'd had a few quite steamy text and video chats with him over MSN some times.
I cannot get excited about sex with her, without thinking about her sucking and fucking other guys, in particular him, with him filling her mouth with his cum, while I watch, or at least hearing about it later.
Nothing happened though, and so my imagination had to provide me with the images and stories, just thinking back to her chat with him and others, where she let her desires go wild, where she will not really.
Yesterday though, I was fixing her computer, and Facebook was logged in, so of course, I had to just take a look, hoping to find something. What I got was more than I imagined, and now I am going crazy thinking about what I learnt. Not only has she sucked his cock again, but he's fucked her from behind, sticking his cock up her bum, and cumming inside her. I have no idea if that was with a condom or not, but I imagine it's with.
So my confession is that I read her Facebook, found out she's had fun with her ex, and I love it. The only thing is I can't admit it to her, but for sure, I'm turned on. She's still not keen, but I can cope now!