some older boys told me they would give me a hundred bucks if i came with them to a place down by the rail road tracks and tossed some salad at their bbq.i had no idea why any one would pay a kid to just do a simple cooks job,but most gladly went with them.when we first got to this place beside the tracks,an old heavly wooded area with an old wrecked school bus hull and a huge drain culvert gulch i thought where is the bbq ? every one seemed like they were way high on some thing, more than just the booze bottles all around.there were a few older teens,maybe even early twenty aged people - some women.mostly though were older teen boys from my older brother's school.i seen a few younger boys and some girls my age also accompanying their older brothers.i drank some beer offered me,trying to kind of fit-in.the next thing i knew was i was feeling super dizzy and then i fell asleep.when i woke up there were many of us younger people/kids all naked and tied up.girls or boys,we had been tied with our legs spread and arms bound either behind or side from side.some,including myself had hole drilled balls tied in our kept open mouths and our heads tied back.upside down and backwards like that i was able to only see some of my other near same aged kids & a few friends.i could see some of the grown ups and older teens getting undressed and coming our way.then there was dick after dick i remember after that...i was trauma-tized for a long time over it all.at the time,i was basicly tied and forced w/many others to perform all kinds of sexual oral and anal,a little penial and testical things.the girls were put through a lot more than us boys,but the homo-phobics really got planted deep that evening,night and into the next day.deputy sheriffs were called by some girls who'm got away and like a few other i was cut down from my sacrificial sexual bonds by the local fuz.needless to say that changed the lives of the whole town....not to mention the other kids & myself....and most the people who'm planed and done it....though a few got away,no body knew ?
