When I was 14 years old I was discovering what I liked and disliked, there was a 13 year old boy named Jay and I forced him into letting me suck his penis. I know its horrible what I've done and I truly hate myself for what I've done as I lied to protect myself. If there is some form of god may he have mercy on my soul.

Jay I'm sorry I know its to late to say I'm sorry as I have moved and you might've moved since it's been such a long time since I did the deed but I want you to know I am truly sorry and if I ever do get the chance to see you I will say I am sorry.